My biggest fear is losing my friends. That is the one thing that has happened to me too much in the course of my life, and the pain i have to go through is undeniably great. I do not wish to go through that pain anymore. My past losses will always hurt, and out of all my losses very few have come back to me. But there is one that hurts the most, ( Read more... )

I have several friends whom ive known practially since i was born. there are too many to choose from, but ill say who my best friend is, even though ive known her for a little more than 2 years, but we didnt start to really become friends till about a year later. Ive mentioned her before in some of my other posts, and once again, id like to say the ( Read more... )

oh hell yes im wearing a costume this year. usually, i dont take so much time to plan my costume, im usually a last minute kinda person when it comes to this, and i usually dont try to keep it a secret. this year,  im gonna  be someone from star trek :)

myspace, facebook, twitter, trekspace, all these sites have helped me keep in touch with friends and family, meet new friends, and reestablish contact with old ones as well :)

well the first thing i do is go to my close friends, who ever may be most convenient or appropriate at the time and situation. different ppl can help with different things. like if i have a problem with one of my friends, best thing to do is talk to someone who really knows that person and me as well. i also think about my past experiences and take ( Read more... )

Oh, there are many things i would like to change about my past.
but there is one important thing that i will always want to change, and that i will always remember
i will always regret it, and it will always hurt me
i will never for get that night, April 25, 2008. "Doomsday"
i would advise my younger self to not make that phone call, the phone call ( Read more... )

i believe the last time i stayed up all night was in summer 2007
(aka, the night that never happened)
and this is the only time ive ever stayed up all night
me Belinda, and Jazmin slept over at Jeremy and Rayannas house
all i remember is that we played spin the bottle
and other crazy games like that
it was a fun night
ill never forget it
this is when i ( Read more... )